HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO GET MY HOMEWORK DONE IN 23 HOURS?!?!?! seriously. out of 12 discussion posts, I've done TWO. two. haven't even read the stuff I'm posting about yet. I dunno, it's only been 5 days and school already SUCKS big time. kinda over it. technically I could drop this class, like I dropped the other two (have I mentioned how fucking expensive it is, despite having my tuition waived cos I'm poor, to buy books and computer programs and what not?! I need a job just to pay for school, to find a better job... doesn't make much sense.) cos I'm only really taking this class to keep myself busy when all of a sudden I'm pretty busy all the time. I dunno. I don't like to do things half-assed but I also don't like to give up either.
spent most of today in the studio with Armand (our engineer and all-around amazing man), who is the BEST. ever! it took us forever, but we finally nailed the first song, and totally knocked out a second. halfway done! YES! two more tomorrow, which will hopefully be easier. my god, studio vocals are so hard. I've never done them before, and I used to be a fairly decent classical singer back in high school but I am damn rusty nowadays and I don't know if it was nerves or what, but it was pretty challenging. I think overall it sounds amazing though. my harmonies just kinda blend into the rest of the mix anyway. so hell yeah! lovin' the band.
I am EXHAUSSSTEEEDDDD. feel asleep to Trick or Treat last night, which was... weird to say the least. I think Sammi Curr crept through my dreams, pouring snake blood on everything. been drinking a shitload of orange juice. and today we ate at a BBQ place in Ventura where I got chili-mac! a huge bowl, one half chili, one half mac & cheese, all delicious!! best decision I made all day, seriously. other than that, things just feel a little off this week. can't figure out what it is. I'm surprised today went as well as it did, actually.
anywho, super stoked for putting time into something amazing and worthwhile with amazing people and being able to finally see some results. still don't really know how I got here, but I guess what really matters is that I'm here at all.
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