especially about my friends!!! so good.
can't wait to get the new album. *sigh*
I decided today that buying new things makes me feel really awful. BFF and I went to the mall which was majorly depressing. we went to target. we ate burritos. we went to the beach. all of it felt kinda weird & off. what is it with you, mercury?!? you're driving me nuts. I then went to a different target and ended up spending most of my gift card on "essentials" like detergent and deodorant. I know I have SO much more than a lot of people out there, but I can't help but feel almost completely hopeless about money and spending it and things that require it right now. so helpless. it's awful. trying to focus on good things but sometimes it's really hard to be positive.
BUT, tomorrow we're having the first band practice in like over a month! stoked. but also, not so stoked cos not only is our drummer going on tour, but now our guitar player is also leaving at the end of the month for a different tour... our peeps are just too talented. not sure what we're gonna do yet, we have two shows booked in july but no drummer or guitarist. guess we'll talk about it tomorrow?
also, if you've ever thought about moving to California, this is why you should:
my friends are amazing. I think my friend and I are gonna team up and participate this year! (yes, they do this EVERY year!) our team: Labes of Wrath. (which would also be my derby name if I were to ever join a roller derby.)
see, there's still some good in the world!
<3
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